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Kisah Cinta Teman Yasmin

Aku bertanya
Lalu dia berhitung
Aku menunggu
Masih belum ada jawaban
Lalu aku bantu dia berhitung
AH, ku bilang
Angka tidak penting
Hingga dia menjawab
Lalu kau ingin aku ceritakan yang mana?
Lalu kami kembali berhitung

Sejak hari itu
Aku tahu
Bahwa pada banyak waktu
Kuantitas itu perlu

Serius

Hal pertama yang dilakukan di usia 21 tahun: mengerjakan tugas pengganti ujian akhir semester.

Kalau ada Mas Sherlock di sampingku, pasti akan bilang, “BOOORING!“. Tapi karena tidak mungkin dan sudah malam (tidak diperkenankan bermain hingga larut malam), tidak ada yang mengatakan sesuatu tentang yang aku kerjakaan saat ini.

Lagi pula, menulis di laman ini lebih menyenangkan karena tidak perlu berpikir serius.

Selamat bertambah digit usia, Yasmin. Semoga tidak lupa bahwa jatah waktu hidup di dunia juga sudah berkurang satu tahun, terhitung sejak tahun lalu. Hahahah. Pusing! – tapi aku serius, walaupun tidak seserius ketika mengerjakan tugas.

Berbahagialah, atas apapun, Yasmin.

Selama masa masih memberi kesempatan padamu, berbahagialah.

Spoil Yourself a Little, It’s Okay.

I know you cannot always be in your 100% version all the time, but hey, you also can charge your self-battery for a while.

Spoil yourself a little! It is okay.

You can wear your favourite pajamas after a warm bath, snuggle your foot under a blanket, and take a little time to update your blog – or any other platform, it is okay too. And if you have a cup of anything warm; tea, coffee, chocolate, or perhaps my hugs- ok no, that would be perfect to reclaim your soul. Your long lost soul. Gurl, I know it is tired and it needs a pair of a peaceful mind with a peaceful body.

Or if you’re just too tired to give a single fish out of your life, wrap yourself up in a blanket like a sushi roll, lay on the couch and find your finest position. There! Now you’re ready to… do nothing. Well, enjoying life out of nothing is also okay!

Or if you’re too tired and too sentimental at the same time, after you sushi-rolled-up yourself, you can cry as much as your inner emo wants. It is okay too!

Or if you feel like you got no time to do them all… Just lift your head up, and say alhamdulillah – all praises just to Allah, for the life he has given to you. Perhaps you’ll find your tears streaming down on your face later, but I’m pretty sure you’ll find yourself somehow get fully changed for no certain reason. God alone works in a mysterious way, right?

About Time

I guess its time for her to stop.

Keeping what she feels inside, and showing only smile on her face. Saying she’s okay, and crying with a scattered heart inside. Making distance with others while she’s feeling lonely as hell.

I know she doesn’t want people to feel bad about themselves, but… That’s not how it is supposed to be. What is good, is good. What is bad, is bad.

That self-destruction is not something worth to live. Tell her to stop, now.